Mario Mainland
Sidewalk
Updated: Dec 20, 2022
The streetlights coiled
as if they were draped around a Christmas tree
and the blacktop delighted in such midnight shine
and together they disappeared into the night,
like friends that rendezvous when the sun can’t see
beyond the horizon where only road and light and I can be
they hug and kiss as I lament the apathy of time,
and curse an absent hand to hold and dread – none to share that splendid sight.
So, I look up instead-
to clouds that were shadows
drifting on a secret mountain stream
and the glinting starlight winking to the earth below
and singing they ebb and flow, slow-dancing together,
like lovers that meet when the rest of us dream
into the distance where none can hear creation scream
they embrace as I weep for things I don’t yet know
and close my eyes and count to ten
and wish for the day when I might fly with them forever.
So, I look up again-
passing the star I’d wished upon
and the festooned space racing by
like tiny diamonds in my purple dust
and the lonely moons that welcome their reckless son,
and sighing they turn my face around:
‘Your many worries,’ they say
‘on the blue dot there has turned to rust.
Depart now and go back down
before erring and all is lost.’
So, I listened, I returned, and I say:
‘Even though there’s time apart,
the joyful friends will meet and laugh like yesterday,
and even though there’s distance,
the dancing lovers count blessings in the desert sand
and that’s the gift of the present
I see on the narrow sidewalk where I stand
illuminated by that golden streetlight glow
I hold it and smile with knowing glee,
for amid its many-layered wrapping
and deep within the opened box
I know
there is everything that was,
and always had been,
right in front of me.
-MM